The Sun and Me

In the middle of memories, I hide
I force myself to hide from the Sun
Under the shadows from the bottom of darkness

Too scared to look up
Too curious to stay back
A painful feeling
Stab my heart with thousands of swords

Sun burn me into black ash
Don’t even care
Break in here, sadness
Don’t want to know.

I didn’t look for the Sun
But I end my search for the Moon
It has most similarity to me
High there, shine alone in the darkness

But the Sun has attract me
A Lot
Can this heart hope?