when you really wanna have something, something dangerous, somewhat smolder that would burn your soul into ash, unreachable yet very tempting, the flavor's of sweet, very sweet lethal venomous temptation.... what will you do? take it, or.. leave it?
such a guilty pleasure, I know. I'm taking a sip of it, gulping it really slowly, one hundred percent realize that it'll kiss my life away. half sober, to be precise. because I'm drowning in the rhythm, the melody of my own requiem.
will I be the same if I follow it, the devilish whisper which poisoning my brain every time?
will the devil crowned and be able to control my body?
will I still be me?
I'm walking on the border line of good thoughts and bad thoughts. what I can say now, I don't care. can you tell...?
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kinda sounds like me quite a long time ago. Me, I took it. It left me somewhere between regret and good feeling of being daring. But after it passed turned out it wasn't that big of a deal anyways. And I'm still me, though the decision of taking it effects who i am today, in a way. :-)
well, were you? you know, I am just, like, in some kind of trans phase, I dont know where's the border between black and white on the gray lines... what's bad and good, weird huh? but I'll take it, whatever it takes. if I'll regret it, yeah just like what you said, it wouldnt be matter anymore, time heals, right? and I'm glad you're still what you are, let's hope the same thing for me ;p
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